The silence was paper thin, razor
sharp chipped in places with a retrospective dance of tongues. A well-used
silence, it was an infantry-man’s bayonet poised for attack, stabbing into the
tender flesh of a young love newly blossomed now withered to flapping dewlaps
of unrealised dreams. Now crushing into the oncoming traffic of bottled up
rage, the silence took a moment to compose itself. A deep breath was sunk into
the chambers of aborted fights, and then the silence let loose a barrage of
words. They knocked him clean off the mezzanine floor to a level below.
“GET OUT!” she screamed!
“I am sorry! “ You whined at a decibel
shy of what her ears can pick up from the floor into her writhing frothing mind
that had all checks thrown to the side.
“GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE!” She
bellowed into the splitting seams of your patched up wits, those deserters soon
a distant memory at the back of your mind.
“PLEASE!” She rasped as an
afterthought that shredded your confidence to tattered apologies, stumbling
drunk out of your chalky husk of a mouth. No amount of prodding would Necromance
this dead horse back to life. You picked up the disembowelled entrails of the
love you once shared. You shoved them back into your skeletal heart with hurried
care. The neighbours might snatch those bits and pieces and sew themselves into
the folds of her heart.
The silence screeched to a halt as
she stormed out from your life, the destruction in her wake held echoes of
words left unsaid now lacking, a morbid void wider growing in the barrage of
sound. The ticking and the tocking of your wrist watch, an assault of a
thousand foot soldiers, now marching in line to the shooting fields, bayonets
raised over grim faces and brought down with a roar of young men new to war
soon disillusioned their bravado now wavering.
Thick warm blood soon spattered and
spilled, draining out of chambers of your battered heart. In the last moments
of the rest of your life, you lay in the muddy fields of miscommunication and reflected
upon the deep well of sadness in which you drowned gulping down the words you
never had a chance to say to her. All the while the ever present silence looked
on, a witness to a murderous crime, observing the passage of time, with a cold
unflinching heart of stone. The silence watched dispassionately the last
moments you gasped, the bobbing of your throat like flotsam out into the sea,
chugged this way and that with the twitching of your limbs. Smoke in your eyes,
you prepared for the final jump but still images of her lingered like silvery
clouds across the open sky that were slowly drifting, drifting, drifting…
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